I think I hit on something tonight. Something I had been searching for. Seek and destroy. Ruination.
Sometimes you have to mess it all up to see what’s really there. Tear it down. Rebuild from scratch. Blow it all to hell.
I’ve struggled with getting to the core of what I was seeing in my head and tonight I think I brushed against it. Flirted with it. Now I want it all.
Let it go. Strip it down. Fuck it up.