Afraid of the Dark.

I’m sitting here this morning and suddenly I feel afraid of the dark. Not in the normal sense you might think…not the monsters are under my bed kind of night terror. No, my fear of the dark is that I am up at this hour while it is still dark outside. I’m afraid of how tired I will be later and how ineffective I will become in the afternoon, a time when I am often most needed at my job. I am not excited at all about today.

Why did I wake up randomly so early? Yes the time change, but even factoring that in I’m up at least an hour extra early. Yuck.